Thursday, May 31, 2007
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Sunday, May 27, 2007
the curtains r finally down at 9:17 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
How long will you slumber, O sluggard? When will you rise from your sleep? says:liverpool?How long will you slumber, O sluggard? When will you rise from your sleep? says:fuck them..
How long will you slumber, O sluggard? When will you rise from your sleep? says:only know how to rest players..
How long will you slumber, O sluggard? When will you rise from your sleep? says:and win ppl in champs league who are exhausted from domestic fights..
How long will you slumber, O sluggard? When will you rise from your sleep? says:then they say they are the best..How long will you slumber, O sluggard? When will you rise from your sleep? says:and finish 21 points behind..
How long will you slumber, O sluggard? When will you rise from your sleep? says:fuckthem
all premiership fans will support milan cos its anything but liverpool. lut kaka milan.
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
but all u ever needa noe is the imptance of crossing the road and continuing ya journey of life far outweighs its danger.
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Monday, May 14, 2007
who would care?who would miss me?
who would cry over me?who would remember me?
who would think about me?
who would feel upset for me?
who would come to send me off?
and one year later,
who would remember my death anniversary...?
and who would cry...?
but the ultimate qs is.. who m i?
gimme 24hrs.. i hope i can be back. i haf been thru all these b4.. its lik ytd. hiding and running away is wad a coward wld do. life mayb safe but tts nt how life shd b lived. life is probably 2 short 2 hold back.
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
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Thursday, May 10, 2007
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
due to lack of ideas, my posts r reduced to meaningless one liners.. its time 2 stop blogging i guess. everything seems 2 haf happened so fast so furious.. i haf no time 2 look back, but it mayb a gd thing after all. 4wks is a long time..
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Monday, May 07, 2007
altho there r only 2 great teams in london (arsenal and arsenal reserves),i gotta pay tribute 2 jose. he's special but nt unique..chelsea may nt b or may nv b premiership champs again but dey showed the spirit as dey nv gave up and fought their way back at the emirates wid 10men. lehmann was e real hero 4 manu ytd..
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Sunday, May 06, 2007
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Saturday, May 05, 2007
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Friday, April 27, 2007
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
QM paid close to 2K for intense intraray facial treatment at Face of Man, because quote unquote, "he did not want a face like Jono's"....
His nickname, alias sounds like "behind" in Mandarin.
QM was said to have picked up basketball from library books and online videos
he picked up the skill of looking at the ball (floor too) when dribbling.
QM thinks too highly of himself yet suffers from low-esteem, occuring in bouts and stretches..
QM thinks Friendster, Facebook and the like are "gay"
-due to privacy law of saddam hussein, the party concerned will be named QM
for those who understand, no explanation is necessary..
and 4 those who dun, its the same case..
this post contains both facts and fiction. by heartfelt apologies for those who feel offended in one way or another.
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
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Monday, April 16, 2007
i longed for 2mins to past, but darren bent muz equalise,my heart sank jus lik how i saw teddy and ole scored at nou camp in 1999.but i knew this was fated. i meant wad happened 30secs after tt..
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Friday, April 13, 2007
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
We’re all empty inside, the truth is. There’s no one in.
The truth, if you look hard enough, is rarely plain rarely simple.
I’ve been betting on the outcome of soccer matches for six years now. Ok forget I said that.
I punt.
I punt like how people gorge – to make myself less empty but not necessarily full. Punting gives my life meaning. I hate to write it, but yes I’m that pathetic. Punting is my doing a bong. It is my 100mph. It is my going over a huge hump in a car.
I’ve attempted to quit on many occasions but usually as a joke. Win some, lose some. I’ve probably lost more than I’ve won. But like the promise of a free hand-job, it keeps me coming back.
Fight on my fren..
sounds cliche but keep e faith..
if life was meant to b smooth sailing, every1 wld die at the age of 3.
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Monday, April 09, 2007
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Friday, April 06, 2007
dunno wad gay la.. its oso a place in hk actually.
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Monday, April 02, 2007
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验
我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
我更爱你了
yup, its been 3 yrs.an old song by 光良 to celebrate my blog's bd.. happy bd
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Friday, March 23, 2007
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
once upon a time there lived 2 piggy banks.. one was beautifully decorated while e otha looks old and ugly.. yr in yr out children wld all insert their savings into the former while the latter remains untouched. 3yrs later, the beautiful piggy bank was full while e otha remained empty. The children used a hammer 2 break the beautiful piggy bank and took e money n threw away the pieces. e ugly piggy bank lived on for yrs while his counterpart only lived for 3..
one wld ask which piggy bank wld u prefer 2 be.. well theres no correct ans in this. but wadeva choice u choose 2 make.. tts the rite choice.
it doesnt matter how many missed opportunities or wrong decision u haf made in ya life so far, its sad 2 look back. but wad matters is nt wads done but rather, wad can still b changed.. i nv believe tt a decision, a person or wadeva is able 2 change one's life 4eva.. no one pointed a gun at u n force u 2 make a decision.(no one forced u 2 take lyon..gay..) but nt to digress, its impt to noe tt u r always e master of ya own destiny..
tough times dun last, tough men do.
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
some 8mths ago, i was threatened by a certain sp tt i will b sacked if i continue this n tt. well. i guess jus stepping afoot e hall wld b a success in itself. but wadeva e case, i believed i haf given my best shot.. so i do need 2 keep the belief jus for the moment..
无悔这一生
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Sunday, February 25, 2007
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Friday, February 23, 2007
i duno wad e future holds, no one does.. but at least, deres one still.
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
life mayb v much lik tt.. it doesnt matter how many opportunities u miss or squander, if its fated, its fated.. meanwhile, u juz gotta keep e faith and b convinced tt its ya destiny 2 succeed.. all ur doing is 2 fulfill wad god wans nt wad u wan..wen
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
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Monday, February 12, 2007
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
there will sadness n joy, there will be laughter n tears.. all these r inevitable. there r ppl fr neighbourhood schs who score straight a's every yr while there r ppl in top schs who screw up.. all i gotta say is a quote fr gerald houllier.. " form is temporary, but class is permanent.."
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
this is bcoz eskimos live in e north while penguins in the south pole..
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Monday, February 05, 2007
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
the greatest fear for one is nv failure but rather, hopelessness..ambiguity... but at the end of e day, in ten yrs time.. u look back, its jus a small hump on the road..but at tt tym i was so short n i treat it lik a mountain.. the old chinese luv to call huanghe(yellow river) the ocean, the reason is tt they nv seen a real ocean..
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Friday, February 02, 2007
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
getting hurt or injured is ok, but the impt thing is to nv let any1 noe tt..
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
也许你想像不到我有多渴望做到在我的怀抱听你的心跳从来没有对你说我不说你都知道我对你的好你都不需要ha......有一天我怕你会说请别再自寻烦恼我笑我哭我等待你不明白你爱你恨你感慨我都不在不痛不痒不在乎怎样去爱不言不语离不开互相伤害到底我已经不是想哭就哭的小孩一点点伤害应该躲得开也许我放弃忍耐时间会过得更快一个人不快还不算最坏ha......我今天承受的悲哀你可以置身事外多少情话说不来多少爱情爱不来多少情人真的离不开
http://www.520vv.com/amusictop0997888121229/R/0284/663804.wma
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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Monday, January 22, 2007
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
its emotional to haf it all end lik this.. i doubt i'll haf e determination. but i will always try my best in seeking new challenges. but tts for tmw..but 29,i'll ve one last go.. i will end my career 2gether wid arsenal. i dun fear rooney nor ronaldo, even dey were to haf a hatrick of own goals each, i will nv touch punting again..
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
singapore is jus a small dot on e map. feeling troubled is jus because we viewed a pond as an ocean.the future is yet again ambiguous but tts the reason y many haf survived, jus lik how a crisis brings the best out of a man..
"危机"=crisis... without 危 there wld nv be 机= opportunity.. lame..
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
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Monday, January 08, 2007
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
but anw, been qt a yr.. roller coaster.. nonetheless jc life is over.an overdue 1 but ya its overrrrr. to look back, many things happened in btwn my 1st n last footsteps into nj as a student. but one thing has nv changed.. the desire once again to challenge ahead.. the desire may haf been lost somewhere in btwn the two footsteps but its found again.
lifes pretty funny and ridiculous at times. but expecting the unexpected has always been the name of e game.
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
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Monday, December 11, 2006
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
its been 7yrs.. fr the time i stepped afoot tao nan, to the 1st moment in tchs and to nj.. and right till the moment of my econs casestudy qs fullstop.. i knew there was always going to be an end.. i duno whether i will be back in this place but the ppl i noe, the things tt happened will owaes be part of a chapter , part of a memory lane..
i may haf nv been a gd person but mayb tts me aft all.. and i can only b proud to act lik myself. when memories flood back, there'll always be regrets.. but tts only because i duno wad will be the consequences of otha choices.. when 1 made a choice, tts is oready the bst choice.. so there is no pt in looking back nor in remembering anything.. no matter how gd or how atrocious the past was, it can be only as gd as the past.. and it should haf no bearing in the future whatsoever.
its slightly 15mins past 4am.. my feeling is jus lik arsene wenger who may haf jus thrown away their title ambitions.. but in life, its all abt coming back stronger mayb lik nicolas anelka..
there was a time in which i tot these days will nv end.. i was wrong.
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
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Monday, November 20, 2006
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
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Friday, November 10, 2006
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
Count every " F" in the following text:
FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...
HOW MANY ?
WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.
READ IT AGAIN !
Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.
The brain cannot process "OF".
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Friday, November 03, 2006
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
" time is short.. to cram everything in a day is 2 much... but my worst fear is nt tt im inadequate but rather, powerful beyond measure..."
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
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Friday, October 20, 2006
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Monday, October 16, 2006
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
will be hafing ns medical review tmw.. i need zokora ronaldo drogba's skills.. nt their footballing skills i mean..
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Friday, October 13, 2006
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
im actually trying 2 study.. struggling thru my chinese.. but lets hope i will haf a better ending in england.. they r down 0-2 wif 10mins to go.. while im down 0-100 wif half a mth to go.. relatively.. i shd haf an easier task..
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i envy no one..i mean i haf no one to envy.. all my life im proud to be who im..
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Monday, October 09, 2006
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
u can infer tt im an arsenal fan..
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
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Monday, October 02, 2006
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
ans: manchester city n manchester city reserves.
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
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Friday, September 29, 2006
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
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Monday, September 25, 2006
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
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Monday, September 18, 2006
moral of the story: happy moments need nt be long
ok stats paper in 7hrs.. i will take a nap
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
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Friday, September 15, 2006
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
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Monday, September 04, 2006
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
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Friday, September 01, 2006
Q: which actress always lose at chess?
A: shuqi
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
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Monday, August 28, 2006
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
but u realise 1 thing, in a race against time, i always lose.. every1 seems 2 b able to run faster all de time.. or izzit jus because the rest r crawling n im jus standing still?
anw, din go skl 2day.. promised myself 2 do some serious mugging.. i was told a's is unlike o's, u gotta start fr j1 n consistently.. but if i ever were 2 haf listened to instructions, my name wldnt be alex..
prelims is 3 wks away.. many ppl say tts for ppl 2 fail.. my name isnt alex..
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
but nevertheless, no one wld be able 2 help any1.. tts y i love tennis.. when u get into the court ur alone, u struggle ur way thru or u get killed..
im drunk..
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Monday, August 21, 2006
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
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Friday, August 18, 2006
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but again history r made in special circumstances..as i say behind a hero, there lies lotsa bones..
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
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Monday, August 14, 2006
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
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Friday, August 11, 2006
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
no matter how tired or uncertain the future is, i will march on..
this tennis open im playing in shd definitely b my swansong for the yr..or at least till aft a's.. probably i will treasure every moment and try to give my best shot as always.. 3mths more to a's, n ard a mth or so fr prelims.. i hate to say the phrase "time to study"... its time to act wen... but the prob is i dun needa act..=s
im starting to enjoy the peace..the sound of silence.. its jus lik a man hafing a hard days' work.. there r those who will comeback stronger aft falling down, there r othas who fail to make it back.. but there r oso many who isnt me..
every fate is unique.. i believe in fate ( last line of my 1st historic post..), but i believe more in changing in fate..
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Friday, August 04, 2006
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
4-4-2 formation..(fr left to rite)
brent, shunting, zhiqi, chongyu, terence, darras, jr, leesheng, yichao, yangwei and me..
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Monday, July 31, 2006
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
contract renewal? 2006-2206.. love is nt a game.. cos in 1000yrs, the world will no longer haf me.
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
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Monday, July 17, 2006
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
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Friday, July 14, 2006
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
on the left, u can see some1 wid a fierce look, while on the rite, u may see some1 wid a calm look... stand up n move back abt 3-5 steps n look at the pic fr there...the images r exactly different..
this is the same in life, we always tot we already haf the full picture, we haf oready knew the person we..but in actual fact, all we learnt is sth called nothing..
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
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Monday, July 10, 2006
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
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Thursday, June 29, 2006
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
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Monday, June 26, 2006
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
i cant wait germany n argentina play..the score will be 6-1.. i m nt toking abt tennis...
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
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Friday, June 16, 2006
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
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Monday, June 12, 2006
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
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2day's the big game btwn england n paraguay..probably the most over-rated team against the most under-rated..roque santa cruz together wif jermaine defoe will be hoping tt i win again.
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
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Monday, June 05, 2006
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but dere r 2 many bells..nvm. a cancer stricken patient once said, " all i m waiting for is death.." i pondered n asked..who isnt?
love can give lotsa comfort, thx..but ultimately, when it comes 2 the final stretch, every single one of us gotta walk on our own..
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
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Friday, June 02, 2006
grpA: germany + poland
grpB: paraguay + sweden
grpC: arg + serbia
grpD: portugal + iran
grpE: Italy + Czech
grpF: Brazil + Croatia
grpG: France + Swiss
grpH: Spain+ Ukraine
last words: rooney mayb fit 2 play in the 3rd wk of june..but tts abit 2 early for pre-season trng wif teammates lik rio and gary neville.
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
one day nt seeing is jus lik 3 autumns.. the poets haf a pt..
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
dying may nv b a solution, yet many ppl r seeking it.. i m puzzled..
only when things seem 2 liven up, somehow a bout of depression sinks in.."life is meaningless......"
yea..
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Monday, May 29, 2006
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
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Friday, May 26, 2006
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
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Monday, May 22, 2006
despite internal n external struggles, a professional always gets the job done, by hook or by crook and at all cost.
fear is the last word.and shd be very much so.when one's nt afraid of death, hes freed.
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but i was wrong, i realise, the 2005 fa cup final was merely a small sense of injustice in wad i encounter in life..oh well..
back to my AQ..
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
yoda," tts why u failed.."
its all in de mind..everything is possible..
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Friday, May 19, 2006
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
"don't be dismayed by gdbyes.a farewell is necessary before you can meet again. n meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends".---Richard Bach
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15more mins.wif composure n discipline i managed 2 grind out the remaining 15mins to celebrate another successful escape..
wif such attributes i guess arsene wenger will be eyeing me for a possible transfer..
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
but perhaps the silence is diluting nth..
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
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u dun love things cos they r beautiful, dey r beautiful cos u luv dem...i dun really get wad it mean..i loveddd things cos they r ugly.
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Monday, May 15, 2006
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
its nt gona be easy. but nth is. jus lik in tennis, its extrememly difficult 2 lose.i tried all my life but there were few successes. dere may oso be a pt of time when failing seems extremely difficult..
but will haf tt day?
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
upsets are rare in fa cup final, thats y i m backing west ham +1...
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Friday, May 12, 2006
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
1 must struggle all their lives den DIE...the other MUZ eat slp eat slp X 10 (to the power of n) den DIE...
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
time's up students gd nite.
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
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Saturday, May 06, 2006
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Friday, May 05, 2006
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democracy
i heard there is a party which call its opponents hooligans.. this party also sues political opponents of defamation.. this party ensure there is no level playin ground.. "reporters without borders" ranked her country 140th out of 167 countries in its 2005 worldwide press freedom index..
why?
i think the party like its people has a strong kiasu spirit.. they lack confidence in its own mass appeal and governing skill.. hence they threaten the voters with upgradin..so when can we see witness a fair and free election..?
(lin jun jie's song: hui4 you3 na4 me4 yi1 tian1?) when we hold hands on the green field n listen t the birds sing n listen 2 me say 1 time i love u..
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Thursday, May 04, 2006
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
a random quote..i think i owe the team an apology.. i m v sorry.i guess u ppl are rite but u shd insert the words " in the group stage" aft the 1st line..sorry sorry..
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Monday, May 01, 2006
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Saturday, April 29, 2006
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very soon..i m back 2 where i m..
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I'm sorry for me buggin' you ....Sorry for being such a fool .....God knows I've tried but I can't let go...I'm crazy 'bout you know who....I'm sorry for me needing you....Sorry girl that you don't feel it too .....I get the point, should be a man about it......I've never been good at that - no no ....Forgive me for being me .....I've tried to let go .....I know you got a boyfriend-another man....Another guy by your side ......Someone who hopefully treats you right .....But you don't know how much I wish That I was .....Your boyfriend - that other guy.....The only one who's all.........In your room to lay in your arms at night.............. now you don't know how much I wish......That I was your boyfriend........I'm sorry for me wanting you .........Sorry for not playing by the rules.....But what would you do if you were in my shoes.....feeling lost and blue ....I'm sorry for me lovin' you .....sorry for being such a fool .....God knows I've tried but I can't let go...I'm crazy 'bout you know who ....Another man is by your side ...I hope he treats you right ......I wish I was the only one .....To lay in your arms at night....Well you can't blame a guy for tryin' .....Now what else can I do ......And how I wish that my prayers, Thoughts and dreams .....Would become reality .....
but i m too old 2 believe in coincidences or randomness.
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Thursday, April 27, 2006
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oh wel...flipping thru our photo album, tots fluctuating..last yr's winter..ok ENUFF.
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
anyway,the links, archives r all invsible mus bold it wif ur mouse 2 be able 2 see it..
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Monday, April 24, 2006
dun mistake me for praising chelsea..
i used 2 say the darkest hr is the 1 b4 dawn.but the problem for me is i dun even noe if it is already the darkest hr.
but one thing im sure is tt i m still n always will be the master of my destiny..many say the golden era has ended but i feel otherwise, it has merely started yet again.
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Sunday, April 23, 2006
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
well if any1 wif a brain 2 analyse will noe tt its a face saving tactic.shd i haf wanted 2 play wld dey haf kicked me out? well..and even now some can cum n ask me if i wana play and the team DOESNT MIND 2 haf me in..well i m soooo privileged really..i almost cried..pls get get it rite ppl.its nt whether u ppl r gd or bad, i jus feel the way the team function sux.if u all make top 4 or wadeva gd 4 u i will be as happy as u ppl..
nvm i shd reserve face 4 dem..i wont publish this post.
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Friday, April 21, 2006
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
but seriously, i pretty much guess the team n me has gt different expectations, dey tot winning 4th is as gd as winning 1st..haiz..i dun c any joy in even achieving 4th..if u din noe by now, all i wanted to is 2 get top 2..i m probably dreaming abt manu's title charge again.
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
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Monday, April 17, 2006
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
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here cums the morning sun, its another day..
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certainly i din noe if tts a compliment, but the words surely make sense..a much suitable example is golf..once in a while i do follow my dad n his fellas 2 haf a round of golf or 2..i nv believed in driving range, i always insisted on playin on the green instead of wasting time driving the balls..when it cums 2 recreation matches, i always lose by abit 2-3 holes or some shit despite handicap..i feel i haf done my v best in concentrating and focusing on my shots, but it jus cldnt happen(i took lik 3-4 shots jus 2 get out of e bloody sand) , the reason is pretty simple, i jus dun haf enuf practise..the muscles required dun listen 2 me cos i seldom use dem. my dad's frens love 2 say 4 a beginner i play qt well oready..wadeva it is i nv accept losing..i nv will..
but i also needa noe tt, while mental toughness is crucial in anyway, it is vital for one 2 keep practising.probably i will be playin against rj on wed..i do haf ard 3-4days 2 work things out..may nt b enuf..but when i see how most of the team ppl plays, its much more den enuf..tts precisiely y i haf attended less den 1 trng for the past yr..but pls dont call me arrogant, but i haf nt went 4 any trng sessions for the past 2 yrs but when it cums 2 matches, i will always b the 1st on e team sheet, and i think i m the special one..
its gona be another long nite 4 me as i start 2 think n re-re-re-rethink abt my future in various areas.i haf gt faith in myself..i always do, i haf nv doubted my own abilities and i nv ever will..nitex
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
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seeing nj lose wont b of pleasure 2 me..frankly i dun give a fucking damn.u win, gd..u lose, 2 bad la..it isnt wise 2 put blame on ppl when u ppl arent gd enuf.. making last min decisions will be rather irresponsible, but the fact is i din.its nt a last min thing.
all this while, my dear teacher ic nv gimme a single acknowledgement..if i win is cos my opp is hafing a bad day, opp lousy..etc..if i lose, den its cos i played qt lousy even tho opp is crap in her opinion.nt tt i cant live w.o acknowledgement but i jus feel wads the whole fucking pt?
lets nt get into otha areas lik hafing a screw up coach, screw up management..standard wise i nv looked down on any1 but i jus fucking hell think its all a meaningless struggle.
if i wan 2 continue, i will be skipping skl for the nxt mth.but tt one still ok i jus dun wana miss my singles tourney tmw... seriously..i jus dun haf ther passion playing for the skl..but i m nt 2 bothered by tt.
i m way over the time whr i need attention fr others anymore.i m nt ruling out playin rj nxt wed..but if ever i m playin, i hope u guys will cheer for my opp..den i will sure win..thx.but actually tt pt is redundant, doesnt really matter.
fuck off
sorry i m crude.nice 2 meet ya.
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
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Monday, April 10, 2006
intermediate tourney this wk..i m ready for it..otha things can be place aside 4 the time being.. all of a sudden i remember a famous quote, " there will be times of pressure, there will be times u get hurt or injured or depressed, but pls dun show it, othas will only exploit it.."
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
similarly, i mean on the contrary, y need team spirit in nj...
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Friday, April 07, 2006
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Thursday, April 06, 2006
very well, at least mido contributed 2 the team by giving dem an excuse 2 blame jus in case, as always..nt jus eygpt in a sense.
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
q: how gd is ur tennis?
a: very
q: y u so arrogant?
a: i was jus being humble actually.
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
intermediate starting in a wk's time..went into final e last time, hope i can win it this time..long journey tho..gotta haf the focus for 6-7 matches continuously..but i will take it match by match i guess..
but 2 tink abt it, dere many otha things much more impt den jus tennis, i jus realised..nvm.
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ur only special when u haf nt lost all ya life.
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
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anyway, happy april fools day every1. if u get wad i mean..if u dun pls refer to the post dated back 18/3..thx.
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Friday, March 31, 2006
pls dun call me arrogant, but i haf nt lost on the nj court all my life n i think i m the special one..
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Thursday, March 30, 2006
anw nj vs jj in soccer a div later todae..i wish them all the best..esp 2 the comeback kid zhihan who played so well as ä emergency left back 4 us.. jus lik "matthieu flamini"...but now he is believed 2 haf a easier task playin the goalie.
this post is purely random.i m slpwalking.
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
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Monday, March 27, 2006
----- refers 2 a word haven been created in the dictionary.
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din noe tt..drogba so prolific..mayb i do noe y now.
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
nxt match on tue evening..'we'll see again la..
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
i duno if i m gonna do well.certainly i will give my best shot. no matter wad.external support dun motivate me as much den as i used 2..i used 2 play for the atmosphere instead of the match itself..i love the occasion more den the hitting of the balls.rite or wrong i dono but i indeed pull thru at those times...
now its a completely diff story..yes the same ball, the same strokes..but same mind..?
nvm abt tt..well playing for nj this yr 4 nats?i dono..i really dont..dun mistake me 4 putting on airs..but seriously...nj team no longer haf the x factor tt got every1 2gether..perhaps the 2004 team is nt any betta den the 2005 n 2006 team...winning 4th or getting out in the 1st rd certainly did mattered..but still..not much ppl can or will feel the change..
those times aft trng slacking n eating at kap were the times 2 be remembered..those team bonding times of floorball when rain, r times 2 be savoured..losing 2gether r oso times 2 be savoured..
now this scenarios r no longer dere..playin in the team no longer haf e pride of helping 1 another.this may nt make sense 2 some ppl..otha den winning trophies i dun c a pt playin 4 nj..n the fact is we wont go far.so in another words, deres no pt..
there r ppl i may nt c eye 2 eye in the 2004 team, but certainly the spirit was there..tts all it takes 2 drive one 2 go out all the way.win or lose.
mayb i shdnt look to the past for consolation..
theres a reason for everything..but nt every reason needa be revealed..
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Friday, March 24, 2006
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
(refer to 20/3 post.)
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
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Monday, March 20, 2006
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i really cant imagine the sadness of hafing yakubu, boa morte n greening playin in league championship nxt season..hai..
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
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Friday, March 17, 2006
its been 2yrs since i started afoot nj.ok i will stop rite here.
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
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我要唱一首华初的歌
一首动人的歌
唱出我们的希望
唱出我们的奔放我要唱一首黄城的歌
一首美丽的歌这里有球场上的笑语
那里是虎豹楼的书声黄城哟
我们的黄城永远矗立
坚定不移
华初哟
我们的华初
(华初 华初)
肩负重任
百年树人我要唱一首华初的歌
一首永远的歌唱出我们的光明前程
唱出华初的精神
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as for tennis, i m at least glad i m hitting qt well..my backhand is back tts the crucial thing..term2 coming up, gonna be the nationals season 4 many sports. memories of last yr comeback..mayb only becoz studyin is 2 boring 4 me.nj team sux.note tt i din includ the word tennis but anw, yea itz truee.but lets nt go into tt..
dere will be an open coming up in 2 wks, straight aft cts, so i guess tts more impt..2 many a time i haf said its gona b a chance 2 breakthru, so now i will jus nt say anything abt it..
i haf ran out of vocab apart fr sux 2 describe life now..mayb when my gp passes in my nxt ct in july i will tel u abt it..
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Monday, March 13, 2006
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sorry 4 the confusion, i tot i was watching a replay of england n france in euro 2004..but why's england kepper reina? er..mayb gerrard jus nv learns.
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
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Friday, March 10, 2006
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
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i still gotta pay tribute 2 the players..n 2 the fans, dun b 2 sad even if u all lost.its a great effort oready..
if the post doesnt make sense go n check the teamsheet for liverpool...notice there r certain players called kewell n crouch...who represents -1 player each..
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
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i think mourinho is mistaken tt he tot he was the manager of barcelona n not chelsea.
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
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Monday, March 06, 2006
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
but beckham is shuai.
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Friday, March 03, 2006
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
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random fact: e spaniard is a lefty..
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
b4 u get 2 e room or hall or wadeva 2 retrieve ya slip.go canteen drink stall n buy a packet of vitasoy milk..open it n pour it on the ground accidentally..its no big deal..shdnt cry cos of tt rite? its only spilt milk aft all. =s
story over..wadeva it is..wish every1 taking back their results all the best. there will be tears of joy n sorrow for some..its inevitable.but at least another phase of ur life has been thru.congrats.. gd luck..
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Monday, February 27, 2006
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
i m nt fr ac anw..lame.
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
tts y henry will nv become a tennis player..=x
nevertheless, i will keep practising.its all abt peaking at the rite time..tts life.
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if one chooses 2 b miserable, tts his/her choice.
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
i knew it will be 3 goals...reason? cos andrew bought 0 n 1 goal.
but it cld be 2 goals oso la actually..or 4 or 5 or 6 or 7 or 8 or 9+..
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
when an english club faces a spainish club...the only englishman (becks) was on the spainish side..and the only 2 spainards (fabregas reyes) r fr the english side..of cos tts if u ignore raul who came in the last few min or woodgate who played for 8mins.
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no team will keep winning (neither will it keep losing)... shit. i m sounding lik a sunderland fan.
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
supporting the winners n dismissing the losers r always easy. but in life is abt sticking firm wif the things u believe in..
arsenal, i will go down fighting wif u at bernabeu..
all it requires is a moment of brilliance by the man known as thierry henry..
its all abt rising to the occasion.
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this gift may mean nth 2 u. but time really flies. as if its jus ytd n now ur really leaving on a jetplane. i m glad 2 haf known u n nv regretted dedicating one of e best times in my life. i made alot of mistakes in my whole life, i acted wen many times i lied even more times. i noe tt u noe tt. i noe tt u pretended 2 noe nth 2.
duno if u will rem mi in e future. i certainly will.
take care in aus.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
once upon a time in a random town and a random background, it was a tradition tt the huge ships will return 2 their hometown n sailors will haf a day off n haf fun. so most of dem will spend their time wif pubs along wif gorgeous ladies.
then there was this random sailor named....jus give it a random 1.anyone but alex..k..?. okok wadeva. he was pretty slow in doing this chores on the ship n thus was the last 2 leave it. as a result all this fella compatriots all went off long ago n enjoyed themselves. all the gers were taken..all tt was left was old ugly woman.. one of dem approached him n said, " well young man, wana haf a nite of fun wif me..if u do tmr morning u will c a beautiful lady slping beside u?"
so w.o much hesitation he agreed.
bla bla bla
nxt morning he woke up, he was shock 2 find the exact old ugly woman beside him..he wanted 2 scream but his throat went dry..aft awhile..she said, " boy, ur 2 old 2 believe in fairytales..."
perhaps its jus a random story.
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Saturday, February 18, 2006
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breaking pts in life can be the beginning 2 a salvation. but can be 2 others as well.
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Friday, February 17, 2006
altho its against my wish n hope...but i noe he or dey wont.i mean dey wont haf a chance to.
jus to clarify 1 thing. i m nt a manu fan. its true.
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
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but somtimes it does.
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
one aftn in stamford...john terry n his brother henry was playing soccer at their high skl field. all of a sudden some strangers came n kidnapped john's bro away..he was heartbroken. later it was only known tt those strangers were french mafias. john neither see or heard frm his brother anymore..
as every1 tot his bro is dead..they were wrong.instead, he was well raised up by the leader of a french bookie who trained him soccer..tho he cld speak little english but henry and him commnicated well. b4 signing fot monaco the french mafia decided 2 change his name from henry terry to henry thierry..
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
er..anw its v day again..this yr i haf brought clothes 2 change again. hopefully de date goes well..hai..dun wan 2 think 2much..but i certainly will b praying. arsenal away-away. pls dun disappoint mi.
u will always walk alone.
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Monday, February 13, 2006
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
as for nj tennis...well abt the current state of the team.opinions do defer..some say they r crappy..while others say dey r veri crappy..so i dun really noe actually..but on a more serious note deres seriously no serious chance 2 do anythiing den scrape thru a 4th this yr..shd i play tt is..we r lacking 1-2 decent players..nvm..lets nt tok abt it.theres saying..when u haf been the best b4 there r no more 2nds, let alone 4ths....
supa tired now..mind wandering abt cant concentrate..duno wad i m thinking..mayb i cant think.but its a gd experience at least 4 me..thx fren.
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
o.O
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Monday, February 06, 2006
everything mus be fought n achieved n nt sit down n wait 4 fate..nth is fated..making excuses r fated if u do.
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
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Friday, February 03, 2006
盼望你没有为我又再渡暗中淌泪
我不想留底 你的心空虚
盼望你别再让我象背负太深的罪
我的心如水, 你不必痴醉
WOO...你可知谁甘心归去 你与我之间有谁?
是缘是情是童真, 还是意外? 有泪有罪有付出, 还有忍耐
是人是墙是寒冬, 藏在眼内
有日有夜有幻想, 没法等待
盼望我别去后会共你在远方相聚
每一天望海, 每一天相对
盼望你现已没有让我别去的恐惧
我即使离开, 你的天空里
多少春秋风雨改 多少崎岖不变爱 多少唏嘘的你在人海..
a song in which patrick vieira may share the same sentiments.
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
~i will start it again..i m doing it 4 myself. whether for the skl anot..tts the future. i m no astrologer..~
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
on a brighter note, my ankle is getting betta..hopefully tmr i can begin a comeback.
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
anyway once again its cny..as theres nt much relatives here, i cant really feel festive mood. mayb jus traditional hse visiting. 2 man, it can b jus seen as another few daez of xtra skl holiday. perhaps it is la..
its a brand new yr according to the chinese. and everything is supposed 2 change. changes r nv easy and definitely nt sudden. it takes a long time 4 some1 to change his habits actually. but if one is forced 2 change for the sake of it i think its pointless. and its pretty pointless 2 tok abt tt 2.. anw toking abt point, recently i was playing pikaball wif some self proclaimed pikaball champ. he said he will thrash me..in the end it ended 15-1 in my favour..he had a point 2 prove n he did...
okok anw happy cny...may every1 earn more angbaos n everything's well in the cny period. and 4 those travelling abroad during this period or in the next few wks..pls haf fun n stay healthy.
nt much more i can say oready...yea anw
being an idiot once doesnt mean being one 4ever.
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
anw the decision has been made. the ship for the return journey has been already sunk by me. theres no looking bac...
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Friday, January 27, 2006
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
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gayed.
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
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Monday, January 23, 2006
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
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Friday, January 20, 2006
mayb my history is fucked up.
y go back again..
mayb i understand y drug or gambling addicts nv learn.
i dun admit defeat in anything. but theres nth 2 admit 2. tiger cup n world cup. which cums 1st is obvious.
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
i dunno.
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
i finally got it.. chinese high n njc haf very close connections..
gay.
mayb aft this world cup there will be locks to every single com in bytes...even the mouse ball..
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
unlike boro birmingham n manu.
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Monday, January 16, 2006
1000 piece of gold waste already will sure comeback.
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i will be back
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
hope its only a sprain ba...dunno la.hai...
but worse come to worse it will still heal tho it takes time..
but some things may nv
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sorry i forgot 2 wish u
sorry i forgot ur no longer impt 2 me
sorry i forgot i haf gotten over being left alone
sorry i forgot i lied.
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Friday, January 13, 2006
memories.
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
i live by sight but nt by fauth.
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
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its gonna cum sooner or later..wait..
by shouting or screaming or forcing ..5mins wld nt go any faster..
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wad muz b muz b. que sera sera.
plz dun worry.
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Monday, January 09, 2006
ans: Rain.
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mayb mayb..its a start.phobia of e past always comeback. but bayern manage 2 win champs league in 2001 aft their heartbreak in '99 against manu..
i was watching tt match..i cried..almost every1 did at e bayern camp..but dey did comeback. leading 1-0 till the last min..
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
i oso realise sth. 2 b able 2 reach the top one gotta do away wid all the bits of "执着" which simply means the stubborness...
2 many a times we cared abt 2 many things at 2many a time..when such things happen it virtually impossible 4 us 2 go higher. but many a time, tts natural, tts y we will nv b carefree..somehow somewhr there will b sth 4 us 2 worry abt. making us unhappy...why why??i duno e ans la...
its difficult 4 ppl 2 let go of anything esp when dey haf success in it b4. few will ve e courage 2 pick up start of scratch again. cos dey feel their pride is wounded.
its easy 2 analyse situation fr anywhere but myself. well tts life. the one observing a chess game is always the best player among e 3. whenever tt person is in tt situation is nt easy 2 find out e rite solution...qt some yrs ago rowan atkinson (mr bean) was diagnosed wif depression..if there were 2 b any1 diagnosed wif tt the last person i guess wld b him..but why? n once again i duno e ans..
probably i noe nth..probably i m gd 4 nth..
but even peter crouch can start scoring..
time may begin 2 change.
miracle nv happen twice but once again liverpool came fr 1-3 down against english giants luton town to win 5-3 in the fa cup...
well it happens mayb its time 2 believe its time 2 put of tt bit of stubborness..tt bit of naviety..yea its abt time. there r many things 2 care abt..but ppl dun cont spent(waste) timr caring abt things tt can only bring heartbreak.
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shit i cant even rem the lyrics correctly..
shd b 10yrs nt 2 yrs...fuck la.
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
hes a great leader
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but i m neither a gd horse nor do i eat grass
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
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Monday, January 02, 2006
n oso there was a time when i suffered amnesia..mayb this is another cycle may i suffer again 12 daez later.
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
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Friday, December 30, 2005
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
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mayb 2006 is juz gonna b my last yr in this small island. itz the 7th yr n probably e most impt yr 2 date on the road of bukit timah. i shdnt b thinking 2 much i know. but i ve been on some shelter 2 long. success was normal n nth was treasured mayb its abt time i start 2 tresure such things. freedom is nt free n neither is anything..
i did some sorta packing in my room my notes n everything..its in a mess aft a mth away. i came across this piece of chem notes written on a foolscap.. i haf nt taken chem for a yr oready but those bonds n chem eqns somehow struck a bell in me....its been close to 2 yrs...
2yrs' nt long neither was it short..
no matter how interesting a chapter of a bk is there is alwayz a time 2 finish reading it n start on a new one. even if it is the bk of life.
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
the harder u try the luckier u get
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
i m ready.
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Who are you now? Are you still the same Or did you change somehow? What do you do At this very moment when I think of you? And when I'm looking back How we were young and stupid Do you remember that? Baby No matter how I fight it Can't deny it Just can't let you go I still need you I still care about you Though everything's been said and done I still feel you Like I'm right beside you But still no word from you Now look at me Instead of moving on, I refuse to see That I keep coming back And I'm stuck in a moment That wasn't meant to last (to last) I try to fight it Can't deny it You don't even know That I still need you I still care about you Though everything's been said and done I still feel you Like I'm right beside you But still no word from you Ohhhh Wish I could find you Just like you found me Ohhhhh (can't live without you) Though everything's been said and done (yeah) I still feel you (I still feel you) Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you) But still no (still no word) word from you
anw..merry xmas.
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Friday, December 23, 2005
but there r no eternal frenz there r no eternal lovers there r no eternal enemies...
there r only eternal benefits which every1 is working 2wards..
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Monday, December 19, 2005
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
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Monday, December 12, 2005
skl starting soon..n mayb it will b a pretti lonely yr..nt much frenz left wid many ppl frm FC caifan transferring 2 home united soon..its time 2 find 4 new players..no itz nt tt..mayb those tym when we tok cock n crap were those i miss, nt e carding. but wil the legacy left behind die lik tt? mayb some things r betta dead.
but anw. time 2 really really really think abt the future. i suddenly look 4ward 2 skl again altho i noe nt much ppl will b on my frequency when skl starts mayb nt much ppl did in skls..er..well i juz look 4ward 2 e thrill of lessons the chance 2 prove ppl wrong..a chance 2 prove myself wrong..i m nt only gd but i m gd enuff..
easier said den done i duno whether i can carry e intensity..i nv did but somehw i manage 2 pull thru until some time ago..but i did find e touch again 2 mths ago..so well the momentum is there..itz really time 2 do well n study..
as 4 the past..i duno..but sometimes itz betta nt 2 noe hahax.
this trip 2 america may haf enlighten mi abit abt life. i duno how much energy does it haf 2 lead mi thru the tunnel, my inertia is big but lik e old times..i will pull thru.
itz been a long long time a long long story..it will b great if somebody remember it...wad story??
i dont noe..
my ans 2 it is only 3words..mayb 2 short.but i think i said 2 much oready..
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
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Friday, December 09, 2005
the 3 wks in america will b coming 2 an end soon..but i certtainly learnt alot of things. i really used 2 think i m among the cream in a small world aft spending or wastig some yrs in the countries top few skls..but really..theres much more 2 tt..mayb this will inspire mi..last few yrs i needed extra motivtation mayb itz abt e rite time i find it..in life theres no miracles.(altho pool won champ league..but tts beside e pt....) every penny earned is hard earned..i used 2 believe gambling cheating my way can earn mi a decent living..yes i was rite..but how long can i sustain tt..u can win afew k or a few 100k in gambling..but wad next??
lifes nt abt taking uncalculated chances..lifes nt abt hoping praying every day..itz much more den tt..life is definitely more impt den merely love n r/s..life is more abt calculated risks...making every move cleverly..destiny is in our hands..dun leave it 2 god..dun leave it 2 fate..even if we haf 2..at least do wad we can.
life is abt bread.life is abt personal glory...wthout it..plz dun give the bullshit 2 spend huge amt of money on xmas presents on bdae prezzies.or personal clothes...wad we, teenagers, r using now r nth but our parents money..or even if u inherit theirs dey arent urs if u duno how 2 earn..1nite will b all it take 2 lose it away..every1 is born bankrupt.n u will alwayz remain as 1 if u continue depending on othas..
i duno if ican deliever wad i say..but at least i will try..
n tennis..fuck it..i noe i m nowhere in this world.mayb i can cheat some nj population or sg ppl tt i can play gd tennis n shit but..well no..tts bs.i nv bragged abt my tennis i juz wan 2 play my best..but in life stimes trying my best is nt enuff...being gd is nt enuff..it is being gd enuff.but 1 thing is 4 sure i will nv give up.nt juz tennis...
i will find ways 2 improve..n tts y i wont b playing 4 nj again.i will nv improve..n well..itz nt e time 2 tok abt it.
this mayb one of e few posts i wrote wif my brain..
but really..the burden is stimes 2 heavy.
i needa break...
i will b back sooner den any wld think..
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Monday, December 05, 2005
itz a completely different ball game.
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
in life i realise theres no such thing as a start nor an end..it can b anywhere..if one day u wake up n decide its a start den go 4 it..or while ur eating dinner u tell urself itz time 2 start again..tts the rite time..theres nv a wrong time 2 do such things..when u think itz the appropriate time ur most probably right..
theres nv a wrong time 2 do things which u consider rite..
wad matters is nt wad u had done...wad matters is wad u can still do.. be it in a tennis match when ur down by alot..or a soccer match..or most appropriately in life. wad has been done has been..write everything down in a book n throw it down kallang river.. the burden is gone...tts y i love holidays it gives u a chance 2 think n rethink. nevertheless things still hurt when u look back..everyone has a past..tts no excuse..but life is abt adaptability..the "wen-ness" tts all..if u wana wait 4 the rite time 2 do wad u wan...den i can tell u..go n die 1st...tts the rite time..time or chances r made n nt by chance..1s or twice mayb..but in e long run itz nv gona happen.
thx 4 e quote toni.
but anw i duno y i thnk of such bs..but..well..mayb theres more 2 life den 1 or 2 incidents..
haiz..easier said den done..but at least my sail is 2wards the rite dirction...towards north..leaving behind all ur seasons..=s
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tts y itz called a dream.
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Friday, December 02, 2005
in life itz the same.
but i dun qt understand... =(
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
when i entered mac i saw an 70+ yr old woman being the cashier i was juz wondering..y is she still working so i haf a little chat wif her...she told mi, " young man..dun work 4 the money..work the fun of it enjoy life.."
i think i get wad she mean..in fact many otha ppl start 2 work part time..altho she i mean dey r v rich oready...well yea..
ok..but seriously..there was nv such a woman la..but i suddenly tot of it..we muz enjoy e process..juz lik in tennis..n studies..itz abt the thrill nt the length..evry monent muz b savoured..i get the meaning of life...=s
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evrytime i try2 fly i fall w.o my wings i feel so small..but u noe wad..i will kip trying until i cant get up again...
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or m i juz 2 weak...or mayb sensitive..
nebermind.
i will heal.
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
anw america is great tho abit cold..heading 2wards toronto tmr gona hit below -5 degrees...=s
the weather is still betta den sg la i guess..
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Friday, November 25, 2005
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but aft i said tt statement my nfl-fanatic fan told me it combined 19 pool+england matches tt crouch draw blank..i blushed..
but since i type so much itz a waste 2 delete it..so treat tt u nv read it la..bb i wana cry..
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
but at least i learnt sth...probs r meant 2 b solved..nt explained...
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
ok...anw.gona catch a flight in 2hrs time..off 2 the airport le..c u..
juz one last word...e feeling's juz so ytd man
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Monday, November 21, 2005
will b away for at least mth..goin america canada den hk...doubt will b using e com much, let alone blogging.. well, i m nt pessimistic but life muz b treasured..there tyms 2 move on n there r tyms 2 rem...some ppl says a pic speaks 1000words.. mayb dey r rite.. mayb this pic means 2 b e most impt 2 mi..i din noe tt..but anw..all of a sudden memories flood back again....but it will stop soon.take care every1..
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
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Friday, November 18, 2005
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Monday, November 14, 2005
i salute u..ur alwayz a winner...viva la rosa..
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
facing hakim 2mr nite..gona b a hell lot tuffer den this. but i will try my best 2 stick ard la. easier said den done but ya.. dun wan 2 say 2 much oso..
mayb theres still life in my 18 yr old body aft much punting...lol
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watch him shine.
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Friday, November 11, 2005
i feel itz ard time when i make a break thru..whether itz in this tourney but i feel 2 b hitting cleaner n smarter.
goin 2 usa e following wk... so to all robbers.. plz cum n help mi tidy up my hse if u guys free... hope itz fun..3rd time travelling so far.. duno how many hrs la but wadeva..lik i care..
i suddenly haf e urge 2 start studying again..aft asking afew frenz abt A's...dey seem 2 haf indifferent responses. i guess if one gt study den shd haf no prob..so i guess itz abt time i shd gear up for nxt yr.
the subs i take seem 2 b qt slack..mayb itz juz me la. cant study phy at all since my dearest cph tot me in sec 3..haix...but i suddenly feel tt i can still compete wid others in studying. many muggers in life r merely pretenders. the most hardworking means nth when it cums 2 e ultimate test...
gona b my 7th yr walking n killing tym on bukit timah road..time seem 2 flies n suddenly there memories...on either side of tt road haf brought mi unerasable memories..i m glad i haf seen it all the transformation of e road. mayb nth has changed..juz me..
all the things tt has happened mayb 2 much 4 me 2 take in a such a quik moment
but i did n sstill do believe form is temporary class is permanent..some thngs may change all things may change..i duno..i m wrong abt myself..
i cant type any longer...
lets observe a minutes' silence for the time tt slowly passes away...
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
i m sad cos i gave up u n gave up love. e dream i gave up was broken bearing e pain. i tot i appease u but u said ur even more sad.
i m sad cos i forgot love n forgot u..tried my v best 2 4get our true love. n i forget 2 tell u those lost things wont return.
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unnecessary anxiety..
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
be a fighter till e veri end wid no regrets.nth is 2 late.
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Monday, November 07, 2005
"wad will u do wid it" the genie said.....
i wld lik 2 buy 30 houses... or mayb set up a football team in singapore...
" so u shd haf bought 60 houses or set up 2 teams in singapore rite? or mayb punt dem away on liverpool....but u juz chose 2 flush it down the toilet"
"wad do u mean?"
" oh sorry..i tot u were sir alex...bye"
was the dream rio?
wadeva gd nite.
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Sunday, November 06, 2005
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Friday, November 04, 2005
but do u believe in it all the time or only sometimes?
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
but does every race one run is right? or is every1 juz running n competting for the thrill? for e sake of e name...juz cos every1's wanting tt thingy...
mayb tts the meaning of life ba.
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
i realise in every1's heart theres a fairy tale tts preventing ppl frm being practical..n theres no betta tym 2 get out of this...no worries.
ok. anw 2day played one of my worst matches in my life..altho won in e end but cld haf done much betta..weather was 2 freakig hot no place on court was spared frm the sun...hafing a bad cold make it worse..but i m glad 2 pull thru..as great champs do..a v common feature is 2 win even if u arent playing well...yeapz.
semis nxt sat. time 2 rise 2 e occasion.
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Friday, October 28, 2005
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Thursday, October 27, 2005
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anw.dun understand y everytime chelsea gt kiap mourinho will say dey were e betta team.wad excuses? but anyway glad dey lost. n itz e beginning of e end 4 dem.
lifes pretty bored.juz finished my interclub match ytd..my team into semis.a pretty gd achievement..aft losing e opening match i wld nt haf tot of tt..but nth is impossible.yeapz.
i almost broke my neck.but i still got up.
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
watch it.
i will b back..
i alwayz will shd i haven yet.
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Monday, October 24, 2005
play tennis ba.
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
lets hope new hair colour will change my luck...
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
i forgot wad i chose tho.
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
so m i
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life's pretty dull now.nth much 2 do ytd rained e whole day cant play tennis..haiz.sianz..now in bytez doing something called "nth"....gona get back result slip l8r..nth 2 worry abt.no reason to anyway...
erm...4 some food 4 tot... wana comment on steve bruce's claims tt heskey is gd enuf 4 england n shd be recalled...i m wondering if steve is an english supporter..
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
duno who 2 take but i guess benfica is wen...
kkz...bullshit aside...
gona start trng again..i haf maintain qt a decent form of late..so i haf confidence..haf inter club n intercon coming in thie following daez as well as an open tourney nxt mth..i wil b ready..i m actually raring 2 go.i cant wait 4 e intensity of matches..shd i lose i will give my best..
nt all results out yet but i guess im ok.trying nt 2 think2 much...
slacking now in bytes actually..duno wad 2 do mayb play some tennis l8r or slack at home 2 play winning 11 9...
when some1 ask me.." do u believe in miracles..?"
i'd reply..." nope.i dun believe in u..."
2 round off this killing time post..i will show u guys some math trick frm some gay site...
in this one u muz use a calculator cos nt even me, the math genius, can do it...
ok....
1) key in the 1st 3 digit of ya home no. (exclude the digit 6 since every1 has it..)
2) multiply it by 80
3) add 1
4) multiply by 250
5) add the last 4 digits
6) add the last 4 digits again
7) minus 250
8) divide the no. by 2....
haf fun.
the curtains r finally down at 2:33 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
but lately...way aft i threw my gameboy away i tot abt it again...itz a pretty gd game..nt cos if i jump n get e flower i can shoot nor cos i get 2 fly e airplane when i reach e last stage...but cos i realise 1 thing...theres no game over...
when u start e game u haf 2 lives...u reach e 10th stage mayb u died...but u get 2 start all over again...wif 2 lives n at stage 1...it might painful 2 start all over again.while othrs haf progressed...but in this game if u cont trying..u will still reach e ultimate level n win again..despite being slower den others by abit...i got it...
thx jr.
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Sunday, October 16, 2005
...results coming out nxt wk.i haf no idea.i m nt gona start making excuses.i nv did anw.
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Friday, October 14, 2005
for intercon..my team reached e qfs..despite alot of key players missing..erm.a problem cos we juz give away walkovers due 2 nt enuff ppl..but i wil do my best.so far i played 2 matches 4 dem a singles n a doubles n won both.pretty ok..but tuffer opponents wil definitely come along e way...
as 4 my interclub.my team has performed qt well aft surprisingly losing our 1st match..but manage 2 win the following 3 games.we r on course 2 reach the semis.another match tmr against nuss..we'll c..
i haf been hitting n serving qt decently...my main aim is e open in nov.hope 2 maintain my form again...n i tot abt it alittle..i realise wads called a bad day in tennis..a day when one miss all e shots...play badly...but aft a while i decided n concluded tt theres nv a such thing called a bad day..nt juz in tennis but in life 2....itz only different shots on different days..e only constant thing in e world is changes..so if one owaes stick 2 e same plan everyday dey r bound 2 meet difficult moments..we muz change 2 accomodate e changes..ironically.
i chose 2 play tennis cos itz more of an individual i dun lik ppl stealing my glory nor ppl shouldering e blame..
i m me.
i m my own idol.
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
i m on my way yet again
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
ok fine.i wan2 die now.
fuck.
i rather....lose evrything..i mean it.
fuck
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Monday, October 10, 2005
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
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Friday, October 07, 2005
anw at this pt of time i'd lik2 wish this v special person happy bd...i wont name tt person but i m sure he or she will noe who themselves..well..w.o this person i m swear i wont b e person i m 2day..i knew this person 4 v v long...longer den any1 expected..but yet i haf disappointed n let this person alot of times..but i m still 4given even if i din show any remorse...i m typing this nt 4 e sake typing but really wanting 2 express my gratitude...
i haf nv beaten him on e tennis court b4...this victory eluded me..nt tt i cant win..but i will someday...shd i beat him i noe i can bt any1.i noe i will...all my life i haf been competing wid him..victories or losses countless..i respect tt person..
i will get stronger.
happy bd.
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
things gone frm bad 2 worse in thr 30th min when alex's holding midfielder gt sent off for using his hand 2 prevent an open goal chance..monopoly converted frm e spot 2 make it 2-0..
in e 2nd half alex is still on e back foot as econs cont 2 pile on e pressure n kill e tie off in e 1st leg..despite tt alex was resilent in e 88th min alex hit on e break n got a crucial away goal as erik meijer headed frm e edge of penalty box..how crucial can tt away goal be..
2nd leg wil b on thu..stay tuned..
post match analyst..manager of alex said," we were outplayed in most of e match but we manage 2 get a crucial away goal..tts v impt.on.i m optimistic abt e away tie..mayb itz time 2 open e floodgates...last yr we manage 2 salvage e tie in e 2nd leg..mayb this yr will b e same...
n when ask of econ no.10 diving n allow his player 2 get sent off in e dying min..well...van nistelrooy seems a gd boy...nice..but his behaviour on e field doesnt help himsef..he likes 2 dive look 4 provocation..no...tts nt him..
the curtains r finally down at 12:24 AM
Monday, October 03, 2005
duno abt math la..hope can somehow get some decent grades...key fixture against econs tmr..a v difficult mayb i will adopt a new formation of 4-5-1 to keep it tight at the back..den hopefully crouch can pop up wif a goal aft we created the 25th open goal chance 4 him..or mayb switch my defender warnock n traoure 2 e defenders for econs..against 13men will b tuff but i think it will betta..
kkz..on a more serious note...time 2 study ba...
nth has changed..i m still me..
i haf juz simply love b4...jian jian dan dan..
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
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Friday, September 30, 2005
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gamblers usually die b4 dey age.
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
nth 2 say la..mayb itz really time 2 study study study..at least for e nxt wk..
i din noe the impt of money.i tot itz all abt wasting lik water..till i meet some1.i noe how 2 treasure.dun think 2 much.
off 2 skl...
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
i tot of those daes..happy? or mayb i was sad not noeing tt even sadder things were 2 cum..i din noe how 2 treasure..really..i noe tym can nv turn back..decisions made r made.well..tts life..tts the thrill.
itz gona be a long nite again..i nv cried 4 v long..i doubt i will..but i wont be far frm it.
yea..i miss u...all
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exams coming time 2 at least stop 4 awhile but nt till i can buy a house...4 my dog.
ok mayb itz really true i will really sit back frm all the wants of human life...i will quit all the competing i haf seen it all...all i want is peace..i haf started 2 get use 2 this silence...the noise of silence in my heart...
last dec we LAUGHED v SWEETLY...
ok thinkinh 2 much again...time 4 POPCMCM ...er in case u duno wad it is it is championship manager...okok..itz actually a jumbled verion of PC MC M O.....
but in the short run 1 factor is at least kept constant n DMR does nt set in...n i hope i can make supernormal profit..
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
jie du ba...
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n i m nt refering 2 u.crude.
mayb i haf grown i will grow.
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Monday, September 26, 2005
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Friday, September 23, 2005
i haf finally made up my mind....i will nv plae 4 nj n in nj again..i swear...now shd b thinking of exams den i thinkof this shit..anw ya i will nt go back...
all this yrs 1 person..wind blow past rain has gone...gt tears gt wrong n still remember 2 insist wad?really love b4 den noe..be lonely will turn back..gt dream..owaes wif in ya heart...
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
haiz..anw tmr gp n chinese wadeva la..not enuff prac..but itz up 2 me 2 rise 2 e occasion once again mayb i haf slight doubt in myself..i m nt sure whether i will get A1 or A2 but anw whichever is ok la...somehow i will scrape thru i promise...promise who? every1 who i haf disappointed all this yrs...
my bd coming..still a long way but i haf tot of my bd wish oready..well b4 my 19th bd nxt yr..i will be an open or advance open winner...tts my aim..many ppl mayb laughing at my optimism.guess i m playing my best tennis in my life now..i duno how long it wil last..but i will give it my best shot..
the past is alwayz n it shd 4eva remain dere..i haf a human brain nt a electric brain (computer) press the word delete wont do anything..mayb pressing tt button will refresh my memory again..it din hurt less..but stimes life has 2 go on..
saying this 4 duno how many tyms doesnt help things..well...well..well...has my life become so dull...really stimes i ask..maebe meaningless...
juz watched 1 more chance 2day..wad a time esp wif ard 14hrs b4 my paper starts..duno wad i m doin la..heck la...movie was pretty ok.gamblers nv haf a gd ending.itz ok 2 fail 2 fall..but no one shd give up on demselves no matter wad..no matter how hard the playing is juz close ur eyes persevere n move...aft tt u look back n u will b surprise how much u haf achieved...
frankly i din noe i haf made a long way frm impossible 2 possible...altho i haf slowed down..but y not again...comeback? well...juz c adrian mutu...he scored twice in e recent wc qualifier against czech's cech...no pun intended...the striker surplus 2 chelsea's multi billion dolla strike force, mateja kezman, he scored e winner..or mayb michael owen scoring wif his head on his 2nd match back in england??there r mych more examples..nth is impossible tt dirty word is juz 4 pp; who look 4 excuses who find it 2 diff 2 cope wif reality...everythin is possible if u belive n willing 2 work 4 it..rome isnt build in a dae..well tts 2 cliche mayb my tennis skills is nt trained in a day? gd comparison..lol kkz...
gotta c some gp crap la...let me end wif a poorly translted chinese old saying..if u guys noe it....mountain poor water limited no road ahead...plant dark flower brigt n theres 1 more village..kkz..enuff of my crap la...cyaz...
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
mayb wrong la...mayb is i purposely put wrong so u can jiedu...lol kkz
on a more serious note..
exams coming haiz..........
nt gona play tennis 4 some time..those competive matches...not in e whole of october..nxt open in nov...gona b a mth w.o the competitveness haiz
i m pretty worried....4 my upcoming opponents tts..cos i dun care when i play who i play..when itz me i will brush dem apart...arrogance is back..so is e hunger.=x
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
i hate to say this but gotta agree wif him..but however i feel he was pretty slow in making this statement...i m sure ronaldinho n samuel etoo agree 2...=x
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
juz in case u duno which baros i m toking..itz nt e czech..its the italian...the milan 1...
anw 2nite there mayb an exception abt nt backing liverpool..perhaps itz an omen...real betis lpool...nt tt e spainards wif denilson n joaquin is lousy but read again...
the real bet is liverpool...so y wait...
trust me this is the only time...back lpool...wen...
as 4 the other real..madrid tt is...i think the brazilian will haf e final say...juninho perna--wadeva tt is...kk gd nte n all the best 4 ya punts....
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
k..lame..nite
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Friday, September 09, 2005
y work so hard...sell lemonade can oready..
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
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Friday, September 02, 2005
dear frenz....
dun hunt wad u cant kill.....
haf a gd nites rest.
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i find superstar qt bullshit la...all the singapore tv noe is to copy copy n copy...frm american idol 2 singapore idol den 2 this shit..n everytime this attracts alot of meaningless ppl 2 show their faces....do u think the idols will give a damn aft the whole thins is over....? is juz a word thx gd enuff 2 compensate 4 the total lost of tym...i dunno la..juz my comment nt criticizing anything....muz learn how 2 innovate..
anw..last day of sch....den 1 wk break...gt spex dubs onli..think can win la..hopefully.
goin sk now..later
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
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Monday, August 29, 2005
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
bu wen ye yao act wen..
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Monday, August 22, 2005
well..perhaps life 4 mi now is qt ok la i guess..moved on? moving on? well..no comments..i duno..sadness? ....is indulging in dapai or go back 2 bookieing helping 2 numb the pain...i juz realise i hav nth 2 lose oreadi..los money can win back la itz all a cycle..well..u win u lose..u draw..at the end of the day if nth 2 drastic gets out of hand..u will end up hafing ard e same money...
my tear gland is numb..is there salvation..do i need? but if i juz said i m enjoying life..y muz i need salvation....i tot i hit a clean winner..but they juz keep coming back..i lob i dropshot..it still comeback.m i talking abt the tennis ball or the past.....??
wadeva la...i blogged this line some where la but let me end wid it again..haiz....
a broken heart will continue 2 beat...days will still go by...
if u r happy den can oready la...if u wan 2 go plz rem me..if ur sad..plz forget me..
out of pt la...
wad an idiot alex..
why why why n why.........?
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
this freaking honours is temporary...it will go off n ppl will 4get tmr..but class is permanent..wif class wif skill..u will owaes be remembered...this the fucking fact..i haf nth more 2 say 2 those who dubt my ability..y shd i prove anything 2 u...haix....
anw..tmr my match 4 open..i was boosted by a loss in gamblng...du chang shi yi...qiu chang de yi...bullshit la..
screw manu...park scholes van..fuck u all la..
juz shoot lower head abit left..shoot abit left...can win le...wth la.....
i haf decorated my strings again wif e black marker..eons ago it was T.T wadeva it means..now n 4eva it will be JD....hope u noe wad it means...haiz..
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
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Monday, August 15, 2005
anw..jz haf trng 2day wif yang siang...qt ok..seems my breakthru is coming soon...developing a new serve..quicker n more diff 2 take..but needs alot of refinement..my backhand is getting much betta..more spin..at least i m much more confident now...i m loooking 4ward 2 playing tennis again competitively..well..but nt in nj...but beside tt place i certainly still haf lotsa place 2 play...i need more practise..n this sun match i will b confident...
my opp is nv e person across e net...nv e guy on e nxt lane....nv e team on e opp side of the field...the real opp is myself..my negative tots..negative language..i will conquer it...
it starts 2 rain...but it will dry...
the flower is blossoming..but it wil wilt...
the sun is rising..but it will set....
ur gone...but wad nxt?
or mayb i m leaving...wad now?
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
if u juz started punting..rule no.1....
nv ever ever ever ever back liverpool...
i may ve juz saved u a fortune..
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
many ppl tot holding on makes 1 stronger...but itz actually letting go...
those who have hurt you in the past cannot continue to hurt you now unless you hold on to the pain through resentment.....
*speechless*
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
anw wads wrong wif me? really...wads in the fucking hell is wrong??? haix..cb..mayb this 2 lettas r used 2gether 4 e 1st time in my 142 posts..sorry...i will refrain frm tt..i m nt a v refine person but well i will still try my best..okok..sori....mayb itz cos itz really getting late n feel abit irritated..sorry itz no excuse i noe..
my heart is lacking sth..4 sure...sth or some1...well...izzit u??? er..nope..i ve known u 4 only 1 yr 8mths n 9dayz...well i cant deny yes it hurts..aiya..crap la..
or izit u?? well..i admit i act wen alot of tyms n say i gt over u when i enter jc last yr...well...u will owaes haf a place in my heart..but i noe aft so long u dun care already..but my best times was wid u...despite all the crap i haf done..memories are e things tt will alwayz b left behind.4giveness need nt be asked la..itz all in the heart.but if it were nv 2 happen.i wld feel proud cos i will 4eva haf a place in ya heart 2..but tts abt tt la...dun wan2 elaborate much oso..i feel some1's watching me...feel....
okok..i guess somehow i noe who i m missing..itz my soul..a long lost conscience n truth..u may think i m bullshitting at this pt of e day..but well...2dya i was suppose 2 read some shit on oligopoly n kinked demand curve..or wadeva shit la..but as usual i started looking all over my room digging all the shelves..den out of e blue..i found 1 notebook..a small diary..i flipped open it n took a look..i realise it was my daily journal tt i haf been writing frm start of pri 6 till the end of my psle..6yrs ago...many many things haf happened...n suddenly my heart ached awhile..those days were happy..no troubles..i was willing 2 study n mug..den entered chinese high..ok la nt 2 bad..but r things really fated..is everything a buildup 2 evrything tts gona happen now...i dunno..e only thing i noe is despite my naivety n crap..i do haf a carefree heart..i dun judge ppl as i do now..i dun do so much analysis..i dun treat everyday as a game of chess in which every move muz be carefully calculated..a mistake wld b terrible consequences..i wont be affected by any1..i m e true master of my own destiny..i was on e rite path...
and now..everything seems juz e exact opposite..y? y? y? when haf i lost it....when will i ever regain it shd i be able 2.....e 1st day i gt a hp in sec 2...mayb tts when things started 2 turn 4 e worse...mayb e 1st time i started 2 cheat in class tests change everthing..altho i was nv caught in my life 4 such dishonest acts or in e end i juz manage 2 sneak my way n cheat death..i nv really live up 2 consequences..i feel like crying whenver i tot abt tt..i tot life only evolves ard me..i tot i haf e confidemce 2 take on e world..i m wrong...i dun..i m only 1 smal part in this world..no matter hw invincible i m..one muz fall...but tts nt e pt..even if i fall or i fell..i will stand up stronger.i surely will....
but rite now..i really hope 2 rediscover my soul..tts lost..i believe i haf said tt e best times of my lfei was in sec 3/4 when i can do my stuffs..n all aspects of my life lik studies..r/s....gambling n shit were on track..but i realise those were my foundations of my downfall...i haf nt tasted failures..n even now..i feel i m ok...i will pick it again..but in life theres seldom 2nd chances...every1 noes tt..m i worried? i m not..cos wadeva tts gona happen..i will b responsible..i m nt sorry 2 haf let so many ppl down..i m juz sorry tt i din noe wad i wanted frm myself...superficial things alwayz occur 2 me as e most impt..e result nt e process owaes encouraged me 2 do things e fast n dishonest way...eddie guerrero may lik 2 say he lie cheat n steal..but does e world operate this wae n bad ppl owaes manage 2 cheat death?1s or twice...i haf nth against things like christianity which believe in god controlling everything..even if u do bad things u repent truthfully n itz ok...but wad abt e responsibililty..wad abt e ability 2 control my life...n nt juz let god control it 4 me..i duno i noe nth..
e more i blog e more energetic i feel i duno y...mayb if i can spit out as much stuffs in my mind..i can feel happier..well...mayb tts true la..
my life has been moving in cycles...but each cycle juz gets bigger..e characters may haf changed 2...but i will grow i will be smarter..n e 1st thing 2 prove tt is 2 take responsibility..n not running away..analyse e situation...
mayb now i noe wad i wan in life..i m beginning 2 rediscover..e soul in pri skl....yes in sec skl i haf a nt bad life...can do wadeva i wan can achieve wadeva i wan...n in jc..a little more bumpy..but i wont juz give up lik this..i will rediscover e touch...form is temporary..class is permanent...thx 4 ya time shd u still b reasding till now...long long post..but a truthful one..thx...gd morning..i mean nitez....=)
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Monday, August 08, 2005
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
i stimes cant help but think if life is like a cycle aft another cycle..i m short of words...life is abt making decisions..dey can change ur life.e path is chose..i will be responsible..life is nv abt running away frm trouble..shirking frm responsibility gives u no respect..no diginity.."even thieves haf diginity.." a quote frm new police story tt screened last yr...
anw...lost my dubs final ytd in siglap open..was unlucky on a few occasions...close..but tts life..1 or 2 pts change e match juz like how 1 or 2 incidents change e shape of ur life..i will train harder..still needs alot of refinement nt been trng alot juz matches aft matches..tts nt e way 2 improve...u need both.open coming..haf an extremely tuff draw..1st match will be against ahmad mubarak..some former rj guy in army now...v v strong..hes older den me more experience...but i dun fear..i will raise my game again..juz hope i can keep fit..haf e positive mindset.n everything will go fine..still gt 2 wks la..no need 2 think so much la...
tmr nat day celeb...mayb ponning not much mood 2 live..it has gone bad 2 worse la...mayb nt juz another transition..tennis wise i m doing fine..studies is ok i guess..=x..as 4 other aspects..i will c la..
i m alwayz asking myself..y does things 4 e sake of doing...y put on a show...in a war or juz any battle...or put is simpler context 4 me..in a tennis match...u ve gotta noe who ya opp is how he plays his tactics..his strengths n weakness b4 u can win easily..i noe nth...e only thing i noe is my opp...but as 4 his tactics...i haf no idea..itz still ok la..but e most impt thing is tt....i dun even noe e rules of e game..is anywhere he hit gona be in?? n oso....i m e guest...no home support...no support at all..but wads new?? haix...
stimes i mean all e time...i nv run away..but shd i really do..tt does nt mean i m weak..losing slp cos of this? wad e hell...who m i? m i alex? sighz.
n again n again e same question pop up frm my mind...
whr on earth hav no grass??whr....?
e place is called nowhere..
tts e way ah...
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
past few days v tired..lost my 2nd singles match last sun.was 2 shag..but ok la been a wonderful wk 4 me reaching e final of intermediate..aft this dubs i wil set my sights on pesta open..gona b v tuff wod great players playing..but i will try my best..my fitness will definitely ve 2 improve...mentally i m ok tho...
anw ciao...v tired already..gtg slp c if gt time blog tmr la..muz think of gay tricks 2 blog..
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Sunday, July 31, 2005
i m black ur white...
i m v black ur v white..
i m supa black n ur?
aiya sianz..lame sorry 4 wasting ya time shd u b reading this..
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hafing math tuition l8r..v v nt looking 4ward 2 it..but been playign 2 much tennis already.but i feel i m peaking tts y muz plae more..aft this boom..i duno when will i peak again..i will nt tink abt tt now..juz play n concentrate on every pt..
shd i win 2day i will face some jap akira i think den sylvester den duno who la..but again y den so much? i haven even win 2day..haix..i will play my best tho...
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
but i need 2 b grateful 2 get this far la..esp aft my qf match...den in semis oso..was lucky..of cos i oso needa thank alot of ppl la...if i list i duno when will end...but imptly..e 1st person tt reaches my mind is...my current coach...yang siang..thx alot..i noe u wont b reading this but yupz..ever since we work 2gether i haf only improved..i will work even harder..
of cos there r lots others who oso encourage n supported me...2 mention a few..huiheng n shihan coming down all e way frm jurong 2 kallang juz 2 c me lose i mean c me play...was sth i dun expect thx alot..! n of coz to other ppl who seemed nt 2 care oso..but asked abt it..duno wad 2 say la..i m thinking 2 much ba i duno...but till e day i die i will still think..aiya late le tok rubbish..=(
gona slp soon..cyaz..supposedly haf match tmr haha..kkz..
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Friday, July 29, 2005
2 start wid lemme tok abt e match ytd..i played some tricky left handed adult called chris lim..he has a wicked serve n his volleys grd strokes r decent..i gt off 2 a gd start 6-0 1st set..i was some pressure 2 betta my best qf appearance since last yr in this com..however..things start 2 go downhill..n i was down 60 26 04 2 be frank i really felt lik crying..i ve been doin wadeva i can 2 stop him but it juz cant work..but somehow..my prayer was answered as i won e last 6 games in e match..v lucky la..duno..lost my composure 2...perhaps i wanted 2 win alittle 2 much la..4 who? i duno..an open ended qs..i mean itz 4 myself haha..
den 2day i played against nicholas lim..alittle pressurise at e start..e idea of him being in e elite squad tt trains almost everyday haf some impact in me..but luckily i started well..claiming 1st set 6-2..2nd set was slightly tighter affair..1st 3 games went 2 sudden death...i was alittle lucky oso..n led 5-1..b4 he served n pull back 2 5-2..i haf only lost serve 1s in e match n was confident 2 hold 4 e last time in e match n seal e place in final..i was wrong..he played well..hit e ball in n broke..5-3...e momentum was clearly wid him now..i told myself 2 focus..n did as i broke him wid a nervous end 2 e match..62 63...hes a v decent player...guess i m alittle flattered...
anw this is my 1st career singles final if u dun count e msia tourney in ponderosa which i lost 2 hiro...i will treasure e moment..up nxt will be en ming..he played an extremely solid game 2 win arun prakash..e say guy who almost destroyed my tennis career...
it will tuff..finals r nv easy..but i m confident anything can happen..we ll c...
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
skl starting tmr...sianz...aiya.
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
anw.juz had tennis elections ytd..trashed out wadeva i cld 2 every1 who ask me qs..all i eva toked was common sense..wads e pt 2 put on a fake front juz 2 convince every1..in life itz really practical..ppl may nt vote 4 me or lik e way i tok i duno..well..anw my aim is nt 2 win this elections..itz juz kb ppl back n make sure dey dun things 4 granted..tts all..n of cos..i'll quit aft 2 yrs..shd i nt win this..itz by no means a threat la..if it is..i'd haf raised it during e elctions ytd..itz juz a decision..actions n consequences.. i shall nt elaborate on tt..i m on top form now..firing on almost all cylinders..e fact is e team needs me more den e other way rd..when ur gd..u haf more bargaining power..tts life.juz look at rio ferdinand..100,000 pounds a wk but still negotiating 4 more..but hes juz some bullshit who take drugs n went on a 8mth vacation wid his wages fully paid n his teammates getting all e blame 4 e team misfortunes...cyaz.
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
yes.i do regret.
i haf juz let 2 many chances get away..2 many gd futures roll away.but as long as i m capable i believe e future's still bright.no one is rite or wrong n no one has e rite 2 comment either. wad has gone by will only be in memory n it counts 4 nth.no one has e power 2 ruin another party's life.itz a matter of choice again.i m glad i haf e choice again.a long lost faith.
against andrew kam nxt..i haf nth but respect 4 this player who long made a name b4 i touched e racket..but on e court i will fight hard..i wont care whos opposite me at e net..all this yrs i haf only been challenging myself..neva competed against any1 but myself..n l8r..it will no different..a tuff challenge but tts wad i luv..tts wad i play tennis 4...i dun need luck all i need's faith n belief..n i do
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Monday, July 11, 2005
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